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Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
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10:27 am - * Almost Done *
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Things are starting to look up:
* only 10 more days until I get to go home for summer break! * only 22 more days until I leave for the Bahamas! * only 27 more days until Heather and Nichole get back from school! * only 47 more days until my 20th birthday!
I love and miss my friends so much! We're going to have the best summer EVER!
Peace out!
current mood: cheerful current music: Taking Back Sunday
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| Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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3:11 pm
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*28 more days until I leave for the Bahamas!
*16 more days until I leave to go back home!
**so much crap to deal with until then but it will be worth it!
**this sumer will be the greatest summer of my life!!
peace.
current mood: content current music: The Wreckers
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| Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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5:58 pm - *leave the pieces*
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You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair You know you just keep me hanging around You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna see my tears So why are yous till standing here Just watching me drown
And it's alright Yeah, I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just, take your love and hit the road Cause nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick You can get it over with and let me move on Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me I can clean it up you see Just as long as your gone
You're not making up your mind It's killin' me You're wasting time I need so much more then that
Leave the pieces when you go
current mood: numb
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| Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
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11:09 am - * It's Stupid *
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Why work so hard when nothing ever gets done? Why play a game when you know they've already won?
Why give so much when all they do is take? Why settle with the excuses you know are fake?
Why stay when you really want to go? Why stay small when there's room to grow?
Why do you worrie when you shouldn't even care? Why do you comprimise with something you know is not fair?
yeah so thats what I think...
current mood: frustrated current music: Motion City Soundtrack
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| Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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8:20 am
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Body:
Name: Caisley
Brothers: Richard
Sisters: none
Eye color: light brown
Shoe size: 7
Height: 5'3"
Innie or Outie: innie
What are you wearing right now? jeans and a polo
Where do you live? Brewer/Farmington
Righty or lefty: righty
Best place to go for a date: the beach
Favorites....
Number: 13
Boys Name: Landon
Girls Name: Lauren
Drink: water
Month: June, July, August
Juice: grape!
Breakfast: fruit
Have You Ever..
Smoked: no
Bungee jumped: No
Made yourself throw-up: no
Gone skinny dipping: yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry: umm, i have cried over a person I loved, yes...
Broken a bone: skull
Played Truth or Dare: yes
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: Yes
Came close to dying: haha plenty of times (my poor mother)
Been in a sauna: yes
Been in a hot tub: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: once
Broken someone's heart: i think so
Cried when someone died: Yes
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: a lot
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes
Saved AIM conversation: i dont think so
Saved e-mails: yes
Made out with just a friend: no
Been cheated on: yup
What is...
What's your room like: we're redoing it actually..
What is beside you: philosophy hw
What is the last thing you ate: banana
What kind of shampoo do you use: different kinds
Ever Had...
Chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stitches: yes
Broken nose: yes
Do You...
Believe in love at first sight: yes
Like picnics: yes
Like school: nope
Questions:
Who was the last person you called: Mom
Who was the last person you danced with: Matthew
Who makes you smile: Matt, Nichole, Heather, Jo, Ricky and Kemo of course!
Who...
Did you last yell at: Matthew
Broke your heart: no one
Told you they loved you?: Matthew
Do you like filling these out?: ehh I'm bored
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: nope
Do you like yourself: yes
Do you get along with your family: most of the time
Final Questions:
What are you listening to right now: Natasha Bedingfield
What did you do yesterday?: hw, worked out, watch movies with matt
Hated someone in your family?: nope
What car do you wish to have: I like mine just fine
Where do you want to get married: anywhere as long as i'm in love it shouldn't matter <-- I agree with mack dawg here!
Good singer: haha no, but matt seems to think so haha
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Are you oldest?: yes
Indoor or outdoor: outside!
Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: yes
2. Buy something: no
3. Get sick: no
4. Sing: yes
8. Talked to an ex: no
9. Miss someone: I always miss my family and my girls!
Last person who....
10. Was in your bed?: me and Matt
11. Saw you cry: Matt
12. Made you cry: gahh
13. Went to the movies with: I'm going tonight!
14. You went to the mall with: Nichole, Heather, Jordan and BJ.
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: haha yeah, Miss. Kitty won!
17. Been to California: no
18. Been to Mexico: no
19. Been to Canada: yes
20. Been to Africa: no
Random......
21. Do you have a crush on someone: no
22. What books are you reading now: a lot of school text..
23. Best feeling in the world: laying in the sand while laughing with your friends and listening to the waves!
24. Future KIDS names: Landon and Lauren
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
26. What's under your bed: storage bins and shoes
27. Favorite sport to watch: hockey
28. Favorite location?: Maine
29. Piercing/Tattoos: ears
30. What are you most scared of right now: that summer will never come
32. Who do you really hate? no one
33. Do you have a job?: yes
35.Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yes
37. Are you lonely right now: no
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: Unwritten
39. Have you ever played strip poker: yes
40. Have you ever gotten beat up: no
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes
44. Ever liked someone but thought they'd never notice you? yes
Random
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, smile, personality.
Your Favorite Food?: mexican
Have you ever cried for no reason?: yes
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: yeah
Hugs or kisses?: both
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: don't matter
Favorite Flower?: sun flowers! - I like all flowers
Have you ever fired a gun?: yes
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: yeah, plane is way faster
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1
Who are you missing right now?: family and friends
Do you think your ex misses you?: nah
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| Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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11:21 am - * yeah I'm bored *
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1. Spell your middle name backwards: nna
2. Story behind your first name: It's scottish, it was my great grandmothers
3. When's your birthday: June 17th (i'm going to be 20! yeay!)
4. Where do you live: Brewer/Farmington
DESCRIBE YOUR:
5. Wallet: black?
6. Eyes: brown
7. Toothbrush: pink
8. Jewelry worn daily: I mix it up a lot
9. Cell phone: pink, flip, strong
10. Pillow cover right now: TMNT, heck yes!
11. Car: 1987 firebird trans am, gloss black, t tops, cd player (aka: love of my life)
12. Bedroom: posters everywhere, tons of pictures ninja turtle bed spred, yup..
13. Where is thirteen? between twelve and fourteen
14. Shampoo: herbal essences and thermasilk they smell nice...
15. Cologne or perfume: Perfume: curious
16. CD in stereo right now: Taking Back Sunday !
17. Piercings: 1 in each ear
18. What you are wearing now: my ripped 80's jeans and senses fail short sleeve shirt
19. Wishing: I could work
20. Wanting: money
21. What are you doing after this: going to class
22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be: well... haha jk guys, i couldn't do it
23. Person and/or people you wish you could see right now: Nichole, Heather, Jordan, Kemo, Rick, and my fam in NY
24. Some of your favorite movies: Fight Club, The Notebook, Miss. Congeniality, Bad Boys, Pirates of the Caribbean, Ice Age, The boondock saints, the little mermaid, brokeback mountain, a history of violence, mall rats, dumb and dumber, Anchorman, troy, without a paddle, the dukes of hazzard, 10 things I hate about you, whatever it takes, Donnie Darko, how to lose a guy in 10 days, out cold, grind, harold and Kumar, the breakfast club, 16 candles, pretty in pink, clueless, monster in law, never been kissed, elf, and the sisterhood of the traveling pants. Yeah I like movies...so what?
25. Some things you are looking forward to in the coming week: tonight is dollar night at the local theater...an I get to go out with Nicky thursday!
26. Something you just ate: crackers
27. Something you are deathly afraid of: spiders and being lost
28. Do you like candles: yes!
29. Do you like incense: sure
30. Do you like the taste of blood: eww...no
31. Do you believe in love: yes
32. Do you believe in love at first sight: gahh...not sure about that one yet
33. This isn't a question: I like the beach
34. Do you believe in Heaven: not sure
35. Do you believe in God: not sure
36. Do you have a tattoo: not yet
37. What do you want to eat right ow? nothing
38. Are you addicted to MySpace?: not really
39. Can you eat with chopsticks: ha..no
40. What's your favorite coin: um dimes are cool i guess
41. What are some of your favorite candies: Skittles, M & M's, starbursts, and sourpatch kids!
42. Favorite Coke: yuck soda is gross
43. What's something you wish you could understand better: the meaning of life
44. If you could turn back time, what would you change: not sure but I think I would stop in the 80's and go to a guns and roses concert haha
45. If given a million dollars what's one thing you would buy: a house
46. Can you cook: yessah
47. Are you shy around your crush: i probably would be if i had a crush
48. Name the people you are going to see next: Matthew
49. Your best friends: Nichole, Jordan, and Heather of course!
current mood: Chill current music: Taking Back Sunday
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| Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
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7:37 am - * 55 more days of school left *
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*big test in child and adolescent development
*Heather is coming to visit me!
*bob marley nest week
*tons of work
I want to get my hair cut... yup.
current mood: stressed current music: story of the year
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| Monday, March 6th, 2006
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8:41 am - * Yippy *
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| Saturday, March 4th, 2006
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10:34 am - * READ! So Long Astoria *
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This is about "The Goonies" ( the town where the goonies live is called "Astoria" ) -don't believe me? Watch it!
It was the first snow of the season i can almost see you breathin in the middle of that empty street
Sometimes i still see myself in that lonesome bedroom playin my guitar and singing songs of hope for a better future
life is only as good as the memories we make and i'm taking back what belongs to me polaroids of classrooms unattended these relics of remembrance are just like shipwrecks only theyre gone faster than the smell after it rains
last night while everyone was sleepin i drove through my old neighborhood and resurrected memories from ashes
we said that we would never fit in we were really just like them does rebellion ever make a difference
life is only as good as the memories we make and im taking back what belongs to me polaroids of classrooms unattended these relics of remembrance are just like shipwrecks only theyre gone faster than the smell after it rains
So long astoria i found a map to buried treasure and even if we come home empty handed well still have our stories of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts, broken bones, and all the best of friendships
and when this hourglass has filtered out its final grain of sand i raise my glass to the memories we had this is my wish this is my wish im takin back im takin them all back
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| Friday, March 3rd, 2006
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10:34 am - * Alone in My Car *
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Rain on my windshield Cold air on my face A heart that never heals But never fails to ache
My music is on And my mind on something else Or so it is I always tell myself
It’s cold And you slip into my mind The way you'd hold me So warm and so nice
But I'm alone in This freezing cold car Alone like I have been Like you always are
As the air touches my face A tear forms in my eye I wonder if I have been erased As I begin to cry
I can barely see ahead of me I just think of you You never thinking of me Me never meaning anything to you
Now I don't think The tears just flow In unison with the rain Whenever I go home...
current mood: lonely current music: Deana Carter
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| Monday, February 27th, 2006
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10:52 am - * Best Vacation Ever! *
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Last week I drove to NY with Jordan and BJ to visit Heather and Nichole at RIT! The trip was awesome, Jo and BJ rock my socks!
Things got a bit sketchy when we went to downtown Rochester, but we made it out alive and did some serious dancing haha. "Screw guy's. Lets just dance."
I got to know more about Jess and Neha they're pretty chil.
I spent mucho money at the NY Mall but it was worth it!
We went to Hooters, drank a lot of coffee, went shopping, and went flippin nuts! Thats what we do best!
Meny quotes of the trip:
"She's like the mighty mouse of satin"
"Come on guys! I don't have inssurence!"
"Ass Clown"
"Yeah, It's because I'm bad ass"
" Oh shit I just looked at a native, I'm going to get shot!"
"I sware we're not racest, well Jordan is." -BJ haha
"Chuck Noris is never late and if he is, time better slow the fuck down."
"Chuck Noris is not hung like a horse, horses are hung like Chuck Noris." BJ
I had a blast ... I have the coolest freinds EVER! Ilove you guys!
 Me and BJ
 Heather, Me, Jess, Neha, BJ, Nichole, Jordan
 My girl Nichole and Me!
 Jo and me dancing!
 Me and Heather ... I don't even know...haha.
current mood: chipper current music: Motion City Soundtrack
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| Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
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9:44 am - * you're damn right *
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*valentines day turned out to be awesome!
*two more days until vacation!
*seven more days until I leave for NY with Jo and BJ to see Nichole and Heather!
*Bob Marley March 3rd!
*taste of chaos march 6th!
*my brother is the coolest person ever!
*no more crazy girls on my back!
*Kina kicked ass!
*Bamboozle may 6th!!!!
Am I happy?
You're damn right!
current mood: ecstatic current music: classic rock
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| Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
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2:51 pm - * I hate Valentines day *
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Anyone else hate it?
ahh o well..
current mood: shitty current music: Letters To Cleo
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| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
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12:07 pm - * Grandma *
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So the last time I saw my grandmother I was 5 she was drunk and she flipped me and my family off and said "have a nice life"
So 15 years later ... I just wrote her a letter and I'm really nervous about her response...assuming that she'll actually write back. I'm sending her a picture of me and my brother so she can see how much we've grown.
It's so sad.
Wish me luck :(
current mood: nervous current music: Poison
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| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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9:16 am - * Great Romances Of The 20th Century *
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A beautiful girl can make you dizzy Like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning She can make u feel high Full a single greatest commodity known to man Promise promise of a better day Promise of a greater hope Promise of a new tomorrow This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautilful girl In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...
September never stays this cold where I come from And you know I’m not one for complaining, But I love the way you’d roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart (slowly, quietly, slowly) fall apart
This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow and that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem Cause I'm still not sleeping, thinking I’ve crawled home from worse than this
So please, please (please) I’m running out of sympathy (I'm running out of sympathy!) and I never said I’d take this I never said I'd take this lying down
She says "come on, come on, let’s just get this over with” She says "come on, come on, let’s just get this over with” (I never said I’d take this lying down, let's just get this over with, and I've crawled home from worse than this) She says "come on, come on, let’s just get this over with” She says "come on, come on.."
You always come close but this never comes easy, I still know everything You always come close but you never come easy, I still know everything This always comes close but you never come easy, I still know everything You always come so close... I still know everything, I still know everything, I still know...
You always come close but this never comes easy You always come close but you never come easy You always come... you come in close
I never said I'd take this lying down I never said I'd take this lying down I never said I'd take this lying down but I've crawled home from worse than this
If it's not keeping you up nights then what’s the point then what’s the point then what’s the point then what’s the point
I'm in your room now is this turning you on am I turning you on?
I'm in your room are you turned on?
I'm on the corner of your bed, I'm thinking maybe, are you turned on, are you turned on?
What's the point?
current mood: cold
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| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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5:24 am - * People *
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people grow, with growth comes change, with change comes differences, and differences usually end up in arguements.
If want to keep going then don't give up! If you've had enough, tell them because you'll only be hurting them more if you go on with these fake smiles.
"Just because a he/she loves you..doesn't make him/her a good boyfriend/girlfriend."
current mood: stressed current music: senses fail
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| Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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9:14 pm - * Summer *
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Winter = no fun Summer = my girls, tans, beachin it, and late nights around the fire and under the stars! (good memories)
I cannot wait until summer! Hopefully I get to see another shooting star!
:)
current mood: pensive current music: The Ataris
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| Saturday, January 21st, 2006
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9:53 pm - * Je t'aime *
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Je vous veux davantage qu'un ours veut le miel. J'ai besoin de vous davantage que les besoins d'une fleur le soleil. Je t'aime davantage que la vie d'amour de I.
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| Friday, January 20th, 2006
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8:35 pm - * I'll be *
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The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful, Stop me and steal my breath. Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth. Tell me that we belong together, Dress it out with the trappings of love. I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips, Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed. You're my survival, you're my living proof. My love is alive not dead. Tell me that we belong together. Dress it out with the trappings of love. I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips, Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead. Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
current mood: sad current music: Taking Back Sunday
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| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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7:53 pm - * Questions *
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What are you saying? What is it that you want?
Could it be lies? Or are they unread thoughts?
Do I believe it? What do I say?
Do I want to hear it? Or do I want to trun away?
Is this what you really want? Do I want the same?
Do you love me? Is this a game?
Why do you question us? Why do you say those hurtful things?
Why do I listen? Why don't I speak?
When will I know? Who will judge?
Am I naive? Am I too young?
Why is it so hard? have we been at it too long?
Am I for you? Are you for me?
I guess we'll work on it and then we'll see... where are we? who are we? what will we be?
so meny questions ... the answers out of reach.
current mood: curious current music: Taking Back Sunday -lov em
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